Now I know more than anyone what it is like to live with almost no self esteem, thinking you're worthless, unable to do anything, too small, ugly, dumb, bitchy, mean etc, and this usually stems from childhood experiances, for me it was bullying mainly.
Problem is with that kind of attitude you can never get anywhere because that little voice inside of your head will always stop you, and to be perfectly honest I hate anything controlling what I do. So when that little voice nags at me that i'm too dumb to go to university I just block it out and tell it to fuck off. This happens quite regularly, but you can never let lack of self esteem ruin your life because one day you will wake up and regret the lost oppurtunities.
I am not saying it is easy to let go.. believe me I know it isn't, I still struggle with it day in and day out, but the best thing you can do is move on and block out the world. Be selfish in gaining what you want because you only get one life, live it the way you want to.
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